A Natural History of My Apartment
Dylan Jesse
I would like to write a natural
history of my apartment
where I dust my artificial ficus;
where I sweep away the stinkbugs
that have died on windowsills,
legs clutched into their undersides,
a buggy I’m coming to join you, Elizabeth!;
where the long cycles of Pennsylvania freeze and thaw
give the winter air opportunistic teeth;
where the stone walls ask me to join them in the rain,
to listen to geologically-long stories
about nights alone in the quarries,
their long gestations underground;
where the baseboards gather loose hair and dust
and fallen skin cells: here, you almost
forgot about these, but it’s all right—it’s easy
to let the small things slip away;
where the floorboards are still hardwood,
remembering their lives as oak trees,
how they would cast an orange net
over their roots before winter, huddle back
into their pore-streaked grains.
I would like to write that history
the way I hear it told to me
when the floorboards creak needfully
in the December morning chill,
the way things communicate nakedly with touch,
if they happen to touch.
About the Author
Dylan Jesse is a recent graduate of the MFA program at Chatham University in Pittsburgh, PA, where he currently resides. Dylan works as a detective for a private security firm and as a standardized patient for the University of Pittsburgh School of Medicine, in order to pay the rent while he works on a chapbook of poems inspired by the work of the late Carl Sagan.